Overcoming the ancient anger against women

The Catholic Church’s has an anger against women. This anger is immense. This anger is an immense vortex that has been created by the Catholic Church. But it is actually older than the Catholic Church, for, of course, Christianity took over the Old Testament from the Jewish religion, and there you find the story of the fall of Eve. This anger goes back into the mist of history, and, of course, the Catholic Church is truly not the Catholic Church; it is the Roman Catholic church. And the word “Catholic” means “universal” it really should be called the Roman Church, for it is 99% Roman and 1% Catholic.

And the Roman Empire, as you clearly can see if you study it, also had immense anger against women. Look at this in the emperor who kills his own mother, for he feels threatened by the female energy. Look at how women were suppressed, treated almost as slaves, how men would have sexual relations with their own sisters, or they would rape women, treat them as sexual objects. So you see that immense anger, a combination, starting back in the Jewish religion blending with the anger from the Roman Empire, now having an anger both from what we might call the worldly, secular direction and the spiritual direction.

Anger and the Peter consciousness

This is all focused in Peter himself. If you read the Gospel of Mary Magdalene, you will see there clearly described how Peter was jealous of Mary Magdalene, because Jesus had a special relationship with her and had even given her a special spiritual instruction not given to the male disciples. Peter was the opening for the rejection of the role of women in Christianity.

It is no coincidence that the Catholic Church claims to be based on Peter, for it is indeed an expression of the consciousness of Peter, the anger against the female element, the anger against women. But beyond that, the anger against the female in oneself, for you are all male and female, in the sense that you have both polarities in your being. And you are all dealing with the dynamic described in the book of Genesis about the fall of Eve. Behind these ancient myths is a deeper meaning that can be understood when you are willing to look beyond the literal, superficial, surface interpretation. Thus, if you go beyond that, you know that it was not only women that fell; it was, so to speak, the female element that became susceptible to taking on the lower form. Yet here is the essential truth that has never been brought out in a public forum. It was not the female element that fell; it was the Conscious You that decided to reject responsibility for itself, it was the Conscious You that refused to take this responsibility.

In refusing to take this responsibility, the Conscious You created that division in itself, in its own being. After you had created this division, you did not want to face it. If you are not willing to take responsibility for yourself, how can you face that you are the one who made the choice to create the division? So, you left it behind, you wanted to get away from it—and you thought you could go out and leave it in the forest. But it did not die in the forest, for you could not run away from your perception.

You started seeing the world through what you were not willing to see in yourself. You started projecting that state of consciousness onto the world, meaning the female aspect of your own being. And the female can only take on what is projected upon it, and thus it is correct that the female element is what manifested the imperfect form. But it was not the female element that chose to eat the forbidden fruit of duality, it was the Conscious You.

Now, you have a right to experiment with your free will, your co-creative abilities. You have a right to create any experience you want. You have a right to experience the world through the filter of duality, and there is nothing inherently wrong with it—if you are willing to use it as a learning experience. But you cannot use it as a learning experience if you are in denial and not willing to look at it. As long as you are not willing to look at it, you must continue projecting it outside yourself, meaning the Conscious You then projects it upon the female aspect of your being, you project it upon other people.

And now you start blaming other people, blaming the mother light, blaming the female element of your own being. And thus, you have the situation where many who are in a female body have come to accept this blame against women, feeling they have to take it on, feel guilty for it. And many who are in a male body have also accepted it, and feel therefore that they need to look down upon women, to seek to control women or to feel anger against women. And what you see in the Roman Empire was a brutal attempt to control women and to put them down and to hold them in a certain place, where they could not be a threat to men.

Why the female gives rise to anger in the male

But why is there this need to put down the female element? What is it that the female element represents that gives rise to such anger in the male element? Well, it is two things.

First of all, the female element, the female aspect of creation, is not devoid of consciousness and is not devoid of wisdom. The female element knows exactly what will be the consequences of everything that is projected upon it from the masculine element of consciousness. And thus – if you are willing to listen to the female aspect of your own being – you can always know the consequences of your choices before you make or implement those choices. But of course, if you are not willing to look at yourself, if you are not willing to examine yourself in the mirror, then you are not going to want to listen to this. For only those who take responsibility for themselves are willing to listen and consider the consequences. Those who are not taking responsibility fall prey to the duality consciousness, saying that they can escape the consequences of their actions, or that they can compensate by doing some outer action that will then guarantee their entry into the kingdom of heaven, even though they have not looked at the beam in their own eye.

This is one aspect of the feminine, and therefore even in society, especially a male-dominated society, women can represent that voice of reason, that voice that can help you make right decisions—if you are willing. It can also be an immense threat to the male ego that wants to do what it wants to do and then never mind the consequences. Those we will try and run away from tomorrow, for today we want to have war, we want to have sex, we want to take whatever we want and experience it—and then we will worry about the karma later, but we think we can cheat our way out of it.

This is one reason the female were put down, so that they could not provide that voice of balance that could have prevented the men from going to war and destroying themselves or their society. Look at the Roman Empire: if women had been given a voice, there would not have been the division within the empire, nor would there have been the vulnerability. But then, of course, if women had been given a voice from the beginning, the Roman Empire would not have been such an outgoing empire based on conquest. It would have been a sustainable culture and civilization that would not have collapsed.

The other element of the female is, of course, what science has called the second law of thermodynamics, the contracting force of the mother that will break down that which is created out of duality. And it also has been blamed upon women by the men, through the concept of original sin and many other subtle ideas. Given these two aspects – the wisdom and the breaking down of all that is not balanced, both being elements of balance – then you can see how there has arisen that anger against women, that immense anger that wants to destroy, that wants to rape, that wants to kill women, wants to put them down so they can never rise and threaten this male-dominated culture—that thinks it has created the perfect structure on earth. The structure that holds the keys to the kingdom of heaven, as the Catholic Church claims.

They think they will be guaranteed to go into heaven because of the structure they have created on earth. And they do not want the women to come with their wisdom and tell them this is not so, nor do they want the mothers’ contracting force to break down or shatter their structures or the consciousness behind it. This then, is a very strong and powerful energy on this planet, certainly found throughout the planet, but it is focused nowhere more powerfully than in Rome. The very focal point for this energy is below St. Peter’s Basilica in the crypt that holds the tomb of Peter.

This is not, of course, exclusively the responsibility of Peter or the soul of Peter. It is simply that this has become a focal point, because it has been such a focal point for the institution of the Roman Catholic Church, claiming its authority based on Peter. Through the focus of that church, the anger against women has been focused right there in that space, in that tomb. Given that many people around the world have come to see this anger against women, higher awareness has decided to remove the vortex underneath Saint Peter’s Basilica that allows this anger against women to exist.

This is not to say that this is a worldwide withdrawal of the vortex, yet it can become so as more and more women stand up, and as more and more men start looking at themselves in the mirror, rather than blaming it on women or refusing to listen to the voice of balance coming from women. It is indeed the hope and intention that this will spread and that this vortex can be withdrawn worldwide for this anger against women. But for now the very fact that the planetary focal point for this energy has been withdrawn is a significant step forward that will make it much easier for women to throw off the yoke of suppression and blame—and will make it much easier for men to throw off the yoke of anger that entraps them even more than it entraps the women. For the women in their wisdom can often see beyond it, but of course the men cannot in their denial.

Those who see the least are trapped the most

Who are most trapped? Well, as always “those who see the least are trapped the most.” That is a sentence you might allow to be burned into your mind, for it applies to each and every one of you. Those who see the least are trapped the most, for it is that which you do not see that imprisons you. The chains that you see are not a major concern, for they are often caused by the low state of consciousness of planet earth and the free-will choices of other people. And although they may be unpleasant and give you certain limitations and grief, they are not ultimately what will hold you back. For no condition on earth can hold you back from rising to higher levels of consciousness, nothing outside of yourself can hold back your growth in consciousness.

It is that which is inside your consciousness that holds back your growth, and it holds back your growth precisely because you do not see it. That which is not seen is what imprisons you. If you will make progress towards higher awareness, remember this. And then remember also that that which is not seen is actually seen, but it is not seen for what it is, for your perception is polluted. And thus, you will often project anger upon others and blame them for being angry while in reality you are expressing anger, but you are not able to see it. For you do not see what you do as anger—whereas you are very quick to see what others do as anger.

Everything is a matter of perspective, everything is a matter of perception. When you allow the Conscious You to enter into duality, you see everything from the perspective of duality. Thus, your perception is polluted and you do not see what you are doing. As Jesus said, “Father forgive them, for they know not what they do.” They did not see what they were doing to the living Christ. Yet I, as higher awareness, would say: “What is the point in forgiving them, if it teaches them nothing?” Better that they experience the consequences of their state of consciousness that they might actually begin to wonder why they continue to run into this or that problem, why they continue to run in to a certain kind of people—until they begin to realize that perhaps it is something in themselves that has been attracting these circumstances or people and that, in reality, it is because you need to learn the eternal lesson that what you project is what will be mirrored back to you by the cosmic mirror.

Where does creativity come from?

When you project anger against women, what will the cosmic mirror reflect back to you? It will mirror back opposition in some form, as you constantly saw the Roman Empire encountering opposition from almost every corner. You see how the Roman Empire considered itself the superior civilization on earth, thinking it had a superior culture, organization and army. Yet it was eventually overrun by the so-called barbarians, and from a certain perspective one might say that they had a lower level of civilization, organization and culture. But nevertheless they overran the Roman Empire, so were they really that inferior, was the Roman Empire so superior?

For what was it that prevented the Roman Empire from adapting to the presence of the barbarians, so they could hold them back? It was that the Roman Empire was not willing to change, was not willing to adapt, was not willing to reinvent itself, was not was not willing to transcend and be creative. Where does creativity come from? Well, it comes from both the masculine and the feminine aspect of God, but do not fall into the trap of thinking that the basic energy is passively taking on form and therefore the female element is passive and noncreative. It is not so. 

There is wisdom in the feminine, and thus in the ideal balance, the masculine element decides what to do – envisions what to do – and the feminine element envisions how it can be done. And thus, if there is not balance – for there is anger against the female element – then you may have a vision, you may even have a correct or a constructive vision, but if you have hatred against the mother, anger against the female element, you will not see how it can be done. And thus, the manifestation will fall short, as indeed the barbarians who came to Rome had a much greater mastery of the female element, for they had taken what little they had and had made the most creative use of it. And thus, they found ways to adapt to the Roman military organization, so that they could defeat the Roman legions that had for centuries seemed undefeatable.

This is where you see that organization and structure only works up onto a point, for when the organization becomes a prison that holds back creativity, then it can no longer adapt. And then, the contracting force of the mother will inevitably cause it to break down. There will inevitably come someone who mirrors back the aggression that was sent out by the Roman Empire and the desire to conquer. Yet because they are more connected to the mother element, and thus more adaptable and creative, they will find a way to defeat the Romans, who cannot change their strategy and tactics.

Why the Roman Church survived the Roman Empire

Look at the Roman Empire and the buildings. Everything was regimented, everything was built over a theme and repeated that theme without room for creativity or variation. There was the killing of individuality and creativity—and thus, there was no openness for adaptation as times changed. An element of the mother is precisely that there must be change. This is what is written into the second law of thermodynamics.

When a system becomes closed – meaning that it does not change – then it will be broken down over time, for time demands change. Time says that that which is created out of duality can never stand still, can never be maintained over time. For time is the great equalizer that breaks down everything to its lowest possible level of organization and structure. Time is the enemy of structure, for structure – once created – becomes a beast that wants to preserve itself, rather than continually transcending itself as is demanded by the creative flow of life.

You see the failure of the Roman Empire to adapt, and thus you see that what survived the Roman Empire was not the empire, not the secular militant branch of the empire, but the later creation of the empire, namely the Roman Church—which – partly because it was based on the teachings of Christ and partly because it had been persecuted for centuries by the Romans before it became the state religion – was much more in tune with the matter aspect, with the mother aspect.

And thus, the Christian church up until Constantine had been forced to adapt in order to survive. And therefore, as the Roman Church was created, there was still enough remnants of creativity for the Roman Church to survive the Roman Empire. Yet once the leaders of the church began to think that they had it all made, then you saw the period of the dark ages, where the creativity had run out, the flame of creativity had gone out. And now there was only the incessant desire to preserve the structure by destroying all real or perceived threats to the structure.

The more the desire, the more the opposition that wanted to break down the structure. And so, you saw the Crusades, you saw the Inquisition, you saw also the incessant persecution of women in the so-called witch hunts. Do you know how many thousands, tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands of women were killed in the witch hunts and the Inquisition? Any women who had tuned in to the wisdom of the mother – using what today would be called natural healing methods – such a woman would be persecuted and likely killed by the Catholic Church. What a travesty this was, for it could indeed have provided an incredible spurt of creativity to take the society of Europe out of the dark ages much sooner than it happened through the male scientists.

The Catholic Church’s anger against women

And this, of course, is something that many people in the modern age have begun to see. There has not yet been a public outcry against this anger and persecution of women by the Catholic Church. There has not yet been a willingness to go back and air the dirty laundry of history, to see what really happened and to expose the consciousness behind it. 

Yet that consciousness can be seen even today. If you could hear the secret meetings that take place between the Pope and the cardinals and other important figures of the Catholic Church, you would be shocked at the anger against women that is being expressed openly at such meetings. You would be shocked at the attitude towards women by some of these men that claim to be the representatives of Christ on earth—but of course are not. If the world knew what is going on inside the corridors of the Vatican and the Catholic structure, of how women are used as sexual objects by priests and cardinals and bishops – and then put away secretly or paid off to be silent – then the world would be shocked that such abuse of women and such a degrading attitude towards women can still exist in the western world in this day and age.

And precisely because there is a growing awareness of this problem, higher awareness has decided to give an opportunity for people to rise up and demand the exposure of this consciousness of anger against women. And also an opportunity for them to overcome the momentums and the blindness that they may indeed not only expose it, but also clear up those ancient records—and therefore open up the way for the Age of Higher Awareness, where men and women must be seen as complete equals.

Men and women in the Age of Higher Awareness

In the Age of Higher Awareness it must be recognized that both men and women are needed and that no society can be balanced if it is led exclusively by men or exclusively by women. But it must also be recognized that for there to be harmony and cooperation between men and women, there must be harmony and peace in the relationship between men and women, starting with the marriage and the family.

And thus, you see how important it is for the progression towards the Age of Higher Awareness to bring these issues out in the open and to transcend the old structures—that keep men and women trapped in these traditional roles that actually destroy the individuality and creativity of both men and women. For neither can express their full potential in a society that is not in balance, in a family that is not in balance, in a relationship that is not in balance—or in a mind that is not in balance between male and female, the masculine and feminine.

The first hurdle that must be overcome is the male anger against the female. That is where it all starts, and once that begins to fall and be transcended, then all other divisions between the sexes can quickly be overcome. And of course, the anger against women is only an outer expression of the inner anger against the female aspect of your own being, the anger from the conscious self, from the Conscious You that will not take responsibility for itself.

Overcome that—if you will be part of the Age of Higher Awareness. You have the teachings, you have the tools—all you need is the decision that you are willing to see what you have so far not seen in yourself. Be willing to see those twins of the dualistic decision that you left to die out in the forest. Be willing to see how they were raised by the she-wolf and have now become a powerful force that seeks to control you. Look it straight in the eye. See it for what it is, then surrender it, dissolve it, transcend it. Make the appropriate calls for the transmutation of the energy and for yourself to be cut you free from the planetary vortex to which you have been tied through your own consciousness.

Transcend anger if you will be part of the Age of Higher Awareness

Acceleration of awareness is the need of the hour, for only when you have accelerated yourself, can you move on and strive for inner peace. Accelerate yourself beyond anger, for when you truly understand free will, what is the point of being angry with others. And what is the point of being angry with yourself, when you can instantly change the decision that is holding you back.

Nothing in this world can hold you back, when you are willing to look at yourself, take responsibility for making the decision to transcend your old decisions. Nothing can prevent you from making that decision. You can begin right now, for there is space for you to make another decision. When you look at your life from inside the perception of the dualistic consciousness, it will seem as if there is no space to make the decision to let the past go, to simply transcend it. It will seem as if you cannot just walk away from it, you cannot escape, you cannot get around it—you are caught in a catch-22, where you have nowhere to go, for you think there is no space.

Yet there is space for you to transcend any dualistic condition. If you desire to continue to have the experience that you think there is no space, then higher awareness will respect your free will. You have the space to change and right now; you have the time. But it would be unwise to assume that that time will last forever. And certainly, the transition to the Age of Higher Awareness will not last forever, and thus those who will not transcend the old momentums will not be part of the golden age. They will be left behind, for there comes a time, when you have been left so far behind that it becomes very difficult to catch up to the golden age consciousness. Make use of both the space and the time while you have the time. Higher awareness can guarantee you the space; no one can guarantee you the time.

When you understand space and experience the infinite nature of space, then you will know peace—peace beyond duality, the peace that has no opposite. For truly, space has no opposite; it just is. And that which exists in space also simply is. The perception of opposites is only an illusion. Ponder this, and you will make great strides towards experiencing peace, the peace that comes from accepting whatever is as simply what is, and not as good or bad. It simply is—until it is more through transcendence.